Like a Saturday Night I'll Be Gone
Like a Saturday Night I'll be gone
Before you knew that I was there
So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute?
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you
Maybe it's childish
And maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish
And maybe it's wrong
Don't wanna be don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me
in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me
in lieu of this, lieu of this song
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes
that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be
May your sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me
I'm Finding my own words my own little stage
My own epic drama my own scripted page
Send you the rough draft I’ll seal it with tears
Maybe you’ll read it and I’ll reappear
From the start it was shaky
And the characters rash
A nice setting for heartache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside to overcome this desire
Are friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles
And I don’t wanna be, don’t wanna be wrong
You’re leaving me, you’re leaving me
in lieu of this song
Don’t wanna be don’t wanna be wrong
You’re leaving me you’re leaving me
in lieu of this, lieu of this song
Like Saturday night I’ll be gone
Like Saturday night I’ll be gone
Like Saturday night I’ll be gone
Like Saturday night I’ll be gone
before you knew that I was there
That song is SO unbelievably BEAUTIFUL. I'm in love. I love it. It's so awesome.. So.... awwww.
So, last night I went out with Matt K... We went and saw Mona Lisa Smile... We ended up holding hands, and after the movie, we walked out to his car, and were just standing there and we kissed. It was so blurry, I don't even remember who kissed who... But, then when we pulled away from this sweet little kiss, we kissed again. This car drove by us and honked.. lol.
We got in the car and drove over to Windcrest and checked out the lights. =D. It was cool. He brought me home around 10:30, against his will, I think. lol. Anyway, he got out of his car and gave me this big bear hug. (We have this inside joke that when we do big bear hugs, that's my energy gone for the next 2 weeks..) And more kisses. It was really cute and I had a really good time.
Today, I went to work.. It was work. I got several hugs from him. Then at one point, he came up to the front and was shooting spit balls at me. I went and tried to take the straw away and accidently pushed it into his tongue. I gave him two kisses on the cheek to make it feel better. Then Robert told me to go do Chuck E. So, I did. After I was done, Matt followed me into the Chuck E room and was talking to me while I took the costume off. I told him to come into the room and shut the door, so "little kids won't see and be like CHUCK E!??!?!" I really wanted a kiss, but I guess he didn't get the hint... lol.
Some girl came in to see him, and I kind of ignored him. Then after she left, I still kinda ignored him. I walked in on him talking to Freddie about how hot she is/was though.
Not long after that, him & Freddie both clocked out when Ashton got there. Matt came up to me and gave me a hug, (mine was kind of half hearted, cause I still wasn't sure what to think of that girl...) and he kissed my head.
I complained to Ashton about the girl. lol. He was like, "You shoulda got up in his face and been like, 'he's my man!'." It really made me smile the way he "demonstrated" for me. lol.
Then I was talking to Robert and he was telling me a way that I could pop my back and I started laughing my ass off... It looked SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO funny since he's so freaking skinny.
Yeah. Then I went to my grandma's and wrapped the rest of her presents... Then mom & I came home and I wrapped the rest of HER presents. lol. What did I get out of it? (wrapping both my mom & g-ma's presents) ONE DOLLAR. lol.
I'm home. Not doing much of anything. Eating, listening to the Spurs game and music... Thinking like always. I get myself into such crap by thinking...
I really wanna talk to Matt now... Hmmm.
<3Meeee.