So, Duncan is going to camp. Meaning they are spliting the social officers into 2 rooms.. Cause all hell would have broken loose if we were in one. I'll be rooming with Gabby & Megan then.
I'm offically a senior.. how exciting is that? Class of 2005, baby!
This past week was so emotionally draining on me. So draining that one day when I went into work, I just burst into tears when Julio asked how my day was. I don't know what happened, but my week was just shit. And I think I can say that I have royally screwed over my friendship with Matt. He doesn't realize how much he means to me, and now.. I've lost of the people who mean the most to me. Last night, I spent an hour crying to Amanda about it. Then we went to Kevin's house (Hot Stuff) and I cried to him about it for about 2 hours. I had feelings pouring out of me that I didn't even realize I had, but now that it's been said, I see it clearly. So, yeah.
I got my work schedule for this coming week. It's going to be CRAZY, I'm going to be running on little, close to no, sleep. It is seriously going to suck. And I'm not going to have any time to hang out with friends or Mark before I leave for Houston. Tomorrow is basically my last night of time.
I've been so incredibly tired lately, I don't know why. I think it has to do with that emotional drainage. Which I don't know why that is happenening either. When I figure it out, I'll let you know. There is one person that will understand that, but I doubt they are reading this. I still thought it was funny. Ahh, man. At some point, I need to go out to Fiesta Texas and get my pass. Sometime before I leave for Houston.
Yeah. I work tomorrow. 9-5. Please lord, oh please let me work cash. I HATE WORKING HOSTESS AND NUMBERS. Pleeeeasse let me be on cash. Or even as server... Either one works for me!
Stephen apologized for the shit he said. And things suck right now. In general, things suck. I just want to lay down and cry. But then I realize that I've done that enough for all of us in the past week.
Tomorrow. Work, 9-5. Maybe I will actually get to see Mark tomorrow night?
Monday. Amanda's breakfast thingy. Work. Practice? Graduation.
Tuesday. Practice. Work. Folklife training?
Wednesday. Practice. Work.
Thursday. Practice. Work.
Friday. New Social Officer stuff, most likely all day.
Saturday. Possible social officer stuff. Pack for Houston. Get last minute things for trip to Houston. Sleep a lot?
Sunday. Leave, 8 am, for officer camp. Gone Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, RETURN THURSDAY.
If you need me at anytime during any of this, call my cell phone. I will have it with me at all times, even if I can't answer right away. I wil get to you asap, though!
<3Meeee.