Meeeee!
05.26.03 -- 10:27 p.m.

The seaweed is always green in somebody else's lake...

June 6th through June 10th- I'll be in Houston. Yes.

I don't ever update anymore. Blame Ryan. I'm always on the phone with him. Haha.

Let's see. Monday. We had practice. I don't remember what we did. OH. We were fitted for our uniforms. But not me, cause my account wasn't cleared. Tuesday we had ballet. The last class for the school year. Thank God. Wednesday I felt sick and stayed home. Thursday we had our last Jazz class. It was awesomeeeee. Friday morning I got fitted for my uniform. Wooo.

Friday night Sable spent the night. We stayed up late and watched movies. Talked till like... 3. Saturday morning we got up early, got dressed and went to school. All the patriots met there and went over to the Tower of Americas. We took pictures and such. We left there at about 11:00. My mom took Chesna home. Sable & I came here and got ready to go out to Canyon Lake. We were out there till about 10 at night. We came home. I don't really remember Saturday night. lol.

Sunday we slept in till noon or so. Which sucks cause she wanted to go to Church and I was supposed to go to Gina & Kayla's conformation. So we just laid around all day. We started watching the Spurs game. Sable is gonna marry Ginobili just for his last name. And then she's gonna introduce me to Tony Parker. Wooo. I talked to Ryan till he got so tired that he was gonna fall asleep on the phone.

This morning my mom woke me up at about 8 and told me I had to babysit. WHAT? Yeah. It sucked. Because I had to babysit and then wait to see if we were going to see my great grandfather in the hospital, I didn't get to go to Ryan's house. Grrr. I was looking forward to that all week, tooo. :-(

Dale took me driving for about two hours and I turned in the McDonalds application. That was cool. Hmmm.

Oh. Yes. My great grandpa is in the hospital. He "fell" and broke his hip and had to have surgery. I HATE HIS WIFE. She's his second wife and she's AWFUL. She didn't bathe him for a YEAR. She never feeds him. I HATE HER.

I haven't really talked to Nick in a while. Not since we had that talk in which he proceeded to tell me that even though I thought we were really good friends, we aren't. And pretty much he made it seem like the only reason he talked to me was because he wanted to be with me. Sigh. I really loved having him as a close friend. Too bad only I thought we were that good of friends.

Moving on. I noticed that I NEVER have mood swings when I'm talking to Ryan or when I'm around him. If I'm depressed or mad because of a mood swing and then see him or talk to him, it's like instantly gone. That's so cool. When I said something about my mood swings yesterday, he was like "what mood swings?". That's so cool. They had been getting sooooo bad too. And now I don't have them that often. Yay!!

This week is exam week. Five days of school left. Four exam days and one weather make up day. Yay. Graduation is the 2nd. Then a few days later, I'm off to Houston.

I need to write a few of my "letters". I haven't. In forever. But, I'm actually happy.

<3Meeee.

then || now

current archives cast rings profile email notes book aim fans design host