No More Exams!
05.30.03 -- 7:32 p.m.

Ahh, today was techincally the last day of school. We've gotta go back Monday for a weather make up day. Half of school sent in excuses, but I can't skip 3rd period. So JPay, Sable(possibly) & I are all going 1-3rd. And then we'll skip 4th period, go eat, and then come back to the school at about 5:30 for graduation. It's cool cause today Coach Hern told us, "If you accidently forget to come to 4th period, I'll "ccidently forget to count you absent." So, yes. Coach Hern is offically awesome.

Yesterday, I had my geometry test. Seemed pretty easy. We got out a few hours early, so Kristine took John home and JPay and me back to my house. Never ever drive with in a small car with out inspection stickers and in which the driver only has a permit. John sat in the front seat and was scaring the crap out of Kris. I was just glad to be alive when we got to my house. About an hour later, Deshawna & her boyfriend came to pick us up for the "movies". Which we were right, and it was the big sis, lil sis party. My big sis is Deshawna. J pay got Amanda. Sable got Laura. Britni has Shelly & Kim P. Leyla has Nicolle. And so on, and so on.

We left Windcrest and went over to Katie's house. And swam some more. Then Amanda took us home.

After I got home, I started feeling really sick. I went to sleep really early.

Today I had a meeting with social officers. And then Latin exam and Health. I did horribly on the first part of the latin exam. But I did better on the second part. Let's pray I passed. After school Mrs. Ledford made a comment about, "I'll see you next year Ryan." So, I'm not too sure if he passed or not.

The health exam was really easy. Then I went and turned in my books.

All day long I've had a bad headache. And a stomach ache. And I've been dizzy off and on. And I was hot allll day. And after school I got reallllllllly dizzy. And I freaked out. I was with Ryan, thank GOD I wasn't alone. Even though I didn't show how freaked out I was. The last time all of that happened and was that bad, I passed out. So I didn't know what to do. We sat down until his mom got there and I called my grandma. She left work early and came to get me. Ryan & I sat outside until she got there. I kept everything together until then. When I got into her car, I just busted into tears cause I was so scared. Which was probably a bad thing, cause, when I cry like that I breathe all funny and it triggers my asthma. But she calmed me down and took me back to her house. I took a bunch of pills, went to sleep, and then mom came and took me home. Then she gave me more pills and I went BACK to sleep. About and hour ago I got up and wasn't as dizzy so I cleaned my room up a little. And I checked my messages. Ryan left a message telling me when he was working, told me that he hoped I was feeling better and said he'd call after he got off. :-D I really like him and it seems to be going pretty well. I don't let him & Arianna's whole "I-hate-her/him" thing get in the way much, but when either of them says something mean, I get upset. But it's been okay so far.

OH, and Matt told me today that the first time Jaque called me a whore, they had a long arguement about it. That made me feel a little bit better, but the fact that she has no right to do it still gets to me. But, whatever.

But, I think I'm going to get some more sleep till Ryan calls. Yes.

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